Monday, March 23, 2009

Break up

I've broken up with my trainer.  
It's not you, it's me. 
It's the fact that, after a one hour CrossFit session, I must take a 2 hour nap;
that I have nightmares about being so exhausted that I can't even wake up to go;
that I fear throwing up in the parking lot again;
that I have to force myself to eat at least 1000 calories...I can't afford to burn many of them;
that I feel horrific that I can only down my prenatal vitamin 3 times a week at most.

This first trimester either much more difficult than my first, or it was so long ago, I simply forgot.
I told him I'd come back in a month, when this phase has passed.  Until then, I'll keep walking, and I'll take advantage of the pool at the Y.  But no more weight lifting for now.  

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